I have been going out with this really nice guy for a few months now. He is getting increasingly serious about the relationship but I am not sure that I love him. I keep telling my girlfriends at London escorts that I lust for him but I do not love him. There is a fine line between love and lust, and it is now always easy to explain. Most of my friend here at London escorts do appreciate the feeling of lust, but some of them cannot understand that I do not love my boyfriend. It is all about desire for me.
One of my girlfriends at London escorts keeps telling me that it is a stage that I am going through. I am not so sure about that. Surely, after four months you would have got over the lust stage, and moved onto the love stage. Sometimes I don't even think it is me. I know that my boyfriend gets massively turned on by the fact that I work for London escorts. It is kind of funny and I have never experienced that before. Most guys do not get turned on by that at all, they sort of get worried about it.
But, this guy is different and he seems to revel in the fact that I work for a VIP cheap London escorts service. Somehow, that has made me feel different about our relationship as well. I actually get turned on by him worshiping me as a London escorts. A few of the girls here at London escorts say that they have been in a similar situation. They have met these guys who got really excited by the fact that they have been London escorts. I can see how that can happen, it is that little bit of naughtiness that we all need.
Unfortunately, all of their relationships have fizzled out to nothing. None of these relationships have been about love, they have all been about lust. It is hard for most London escorts to maintain a loving relationship. So many guys out there think of us a vixens or sexy goddesses. I have been into lots of different relationships since I joined London escorts, and none of them lasted. Yes, I do enjoy working for London escorts, but I think that I will have a tough time finding real love whilst I am escorting in London as a professional.
Perhaps the answer would be to stay single while you work for London escorts. Some of the girls have gone down that route and they seem to be a lot happier. The only problem is that I really enjoy male company and having fun with a partner outside work. I am sure that many of the girls who work here in London as escorts feel the same way. Your personal love life may end up in the land of limbo while you are an escorts. Perhaps it is better to focus all your energy on what you are doing, and then start to enjoy your personal dating life again.